This fucking shit feeling from within me jin 够力...

For the past few years, I've been working my ass off - from a girl who doesn't give a shit about her job to a girl that's struggling with 2 jobs now and can't afford to give either one a miss. Recently I've been trying to balance out my work and personal life but they took quite a toll in my life. 
 
Can't help growing too attached to someone in a short period of time and the toughest part is to detach yourself once that person wants to leave. I don't know how to express myself to others very well so I've absolutely 0 ideas on how to convince people to stay when they want to leave and this is fucked up. Sigh, I haven't been in the peace of mind for the longest time ever, need a breakthrough really really bad.......