"Funny you're the broken one but I'm the only one who needed saving"

I've done something utterly wrong I've hurt someone I loved the most... I never knew I would feel so much hurt and pain, I never knew I'll cry every single day, I never knew I would inflict pain on myself to feel better, I never knew I could let down my ego and pride for another mere human, I never knew I would beg and plead someone, I never knew I would do all these......   As much as I don't wanna be alone, I know I should be alone.......