keep your feelings to yourself because nobody really cares how much it's killing you from within so act like you're fine cause you'll be ok, not now but eventually....... I AM TITANIUM, not.

 

This fucking shit feeling from within me jin 够力...

For the past few years, I've been working my ass off - from a girl who doesn't give a shit about her job to a girl that's struggling with 2 jobs now and can't afford to give either one a miss. Recently I've been trying to balance out my work and personal life but they took quite a toll in my life. 
 
Can't help growing too attached to someone in a short period of time and the toughest part is to detach yourself once that person wants to leave. I don't know how to express myself to others very well so I've absolutely 0 ideas on how to convince people to stay when they want to leave and this is fucked up. Sigh, I haven't been in the peace of mind for the longest time ever, need a breakthrough really really bad.......       

"Funny you're the broken one but I'm the only one who needed saving"

I've done something utterly wrong I've hurt someone I loved the most... I never knew I would feel so much hurt and pain, I never knew I'll cry every single day, I never knew I would inflict pain on myself to feel better, I never knew I could let down my ego and pride for another mere human, I never knew I would beg and plead someone, I never knew I would do all these......   As much as I don't wanna be alone, I know I should be alone.......